Well with no communication from my Mistress apart from the possibility that our arrangement may be stopped due to her limited availability - I asked if we could work around this and that I would not need much from her. She has agreed to keep me in denial for the time being. So that is something to be going on with. In her absence I have masturbated to online webteases, edged but not that often, and generally not thought of much else than masturbation and orgasm - whilst not letting myself ever get too excited that I fail my Mistress. Being in denail is very much both a mental and physical experience. When I am in work, I feel so aware of my cock that it may as well be on view (but isn't) and I feel so horny. This is just week one! At this present time, I want to please her so much - I want her to be proud of me. If we continue our arrangement, then I alrady have in mind various videos I could make for her and was thinking of involving CBT in our sessions, be it during a webcam session or one I record myself on video and email her. I await her communication with much anticipation - and at the same time I am trying to give her some space to think about things and perhaps (hopfully) figure out a way of continuing our sub / domme relationship. I understand she feels restricted in what she can offer me due to her time restraints. I am also willing to do whatever she asks of me and be denied as long as she wants.

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