Now 14 days since I last got to cum. Two full weeks. Yet for some reason it feels like I haven't ejaculated in months. I want to cum so badly, yet I don't know how long it will be if/when I next get to cum...

I last cum over 24 days ago--and that was only once, from a ruined orgasm, after not cumming for over a month. This did little to ease my sexual frustration, despite the huge amount of semen spurted. So now almost a month later, I've waited to build up an enormous amount of pent up sexual energy before posting here. Yes, being incredibly horny does feel good, in a way, for a while. But all good things must come to an end (pardon the pun). Been furiously horny the past week, and absolutely desperate for an ejaculation since day 19. So on day 19 I finally begged "Please let me cum. PLEASE!" for a chance to cum. I was asked if I'd like to be allowed to stroke and eagerly said yes, assuming this meant stroking leading slowly but surely all the way to ejaculation. I was assigned 2 dozen edges just shy of ejaculation, followed by slow, "guided masturbation" stroking, and finally glans massage. Because I have been able to cum from touching only the glans in the past, I was granted permission to cum ONLY if I could ejaculate from glans massage alone, or else go to sleep with blue balls. I got thisclose to orgasm, probably 98% of the way to ejaculation, but it was not quite enough to cum. My balls have an increasingly noticeble, with an incessant ache.

So...I'm left wondering, do I get to cum? How, exactly? When? I'm really quite desperate to cum already, and my balls have been aching for over 3 days now, but can probably handle a little more edging, teasing & denial, etc. if I'm told I WILL actually get to cum, not just "might get to cum" or "will get to have lots of fun stroking" which would probably mean stroking shy of ejaculation.

27+ Long Hard Edging Days Without Cumming

Now over 27 days since I last got to cum. Maddening desire to feel the ejaculatory release of an intensely powerful orgasm.  STILL edging every day just shy of ejaculation--up to 97% of the way to orgasm, then instructed to STOP. Precum flows, but no cum escapes. Then repeat as instructed, as long as I don't cum. I have to admit it is getting harder and harder to avoid cumming, and now actually painful blue balls are a factor the past two days. I don't think I've ever needed to cum so desperately. Horny as hell...

Tags: Abstinence Chastity Edging Teasing Orgasm Control Orgasm Denial Denie

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