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Title: A Letter to My Goddess/Wife
Tags: femdom domination submission marriage
Blog Entry: Goddess, I enjoyed our vacation in Florida and can’t wait to go back again. I did miss you very much while you were away. Thank you for Tuesday and Thursday night. I enjoyed massaging you and getting a nice treat from you! While you were away it gave me much time to think and fantasize. Are you surprised? Hee hee. I realized how much fun I am having being your slave and how happy it makes me. I hope you feel the same way. [br][br] It is really cool and fun that we have incorporated things into our lifestyle that reinforce my submission and your dominance and leadership in our marriage. The most obvious being that you control my orgasms. You are so good at it now! My orgasms are yours to take when you want. I love that! I also love that you make me get naked for you almost every night, that you are almost always on top during sex, that I am required to wear panties on date nights, that I must withdrawal your spending each week and that you get more spending money than me. These things really make me feel submissive and beneath you and I love that feeling. I also love that on occasions you surprise me with things, like the time you bought me an iron and panties and declared that as a Goddess you should never have to iron again and then you made me iron your clothes while wearing the panties. Words can’t describe how exciting that was for me and how much more submissive I felt towards you after that. It’s silly and I can’t explain it but it I really love when you do things like that. I even get aroused every time I think about it (like now). You would be surprised at how often I re-live those types of moments in my mind and get aroused by it.[br][br] I am very happy to serve and pamper you. You are a Goddess and I want you to truly live the life of a Goddess. I want to do everything I can to make you happy and to make you feel like a Queen and Goddess. I want you to enjoy this even more than me. When you are living like a Goddess I am excited and happy. Please continue to give me assignments or errands that make things easier for you. Please do not hesitate to be firm and commanding with me. I actually enjoy when you are tough and direct with me and when you order me to do things for you. I know I am busy at work but being a slave to you is a stress reliever to me. One new responsibility I thought of was to always make sure your car is filled with gas. You can either let me know when you need gas or require me to always check your car and make sure it is full for you. A Goddess should not have to pump gas. Let me know if you would like to add this or anything else to my list of responsibilities.[br][br] I know we have talked a little about discipline and punishment. I think discipline sessions motivate me to be a better husband for you. They can be enjoyable for both of us and create a fun forum for you to provide both positive and negative feedback to me on how I am doing serving you. Through regular discipline you can help me get rid of bad habits and develop new habits that meet your desires. I did enjoy when you used to discipline me regularly with the riding crop but I also know that what I am suggesting puts a burden on you. Maybe we can come up with some type of point system. At the end of a week or month we can tally up the points and then have pre-defined rewards or punishments. I could keep track of the points for you. You of course could add or subtract points at your discretion and you could add new rewards or punishments at any time. Also, if there was ever a time when I was really out of line or that you feel I just am not listening, you could administer a severe (unpleasureable) punishment. If you are open to this idea I can write-up what it would look like and put together a scorecard for your review. It would be a fun assignment for me. I know you have mixed feelings on this so if you don’t want to do this at all, I understand. I’m just trying to think of ideas to help me be a better husband and slave to you and to do things that are enjoyable and exciting for you.[br][br] I love you very much! You are awesome. -slave boy.